Life is Dilemma

ehm.... akhirnya setelah gw lulus sidang pendadaran skripsi, akhirnya gw menghadapai dunia nyata yang tidak pasti. mulai dari berebutan mencari kerja sampai mencari pasangan hidup.

gw merasa kenapa perusahan-perusahaan itu membutuhkan ipk untuk bekerja di perusahaan mereka, kenapa tidak dengan menggunakan kompetensi saja. karena gw yakin ga semua IPK yang loe dapet itu murni kerja keras loe sendiri tanpa nyontek (walau ga semua orang).

ditambah lagi gossip yang berkeliaran bak bola api mengenai fullcast yang membuat makin gundah, duh.................. what's wrong with me. am i just too worried, i know sooner or later i should change to the new world. the world of adult, but in the other side i felt i am not ready yet for this changes.

then what should i do then, it's a huge dilemma..............................

and if reconsider about this, maybe i should try it step by step, until the time made you grown up and ready to face the real world.

and things i can do for now just try to apply a job, and wait and see whether i am capable in doing that, and like my friend says just be confident, be yourself and sell your ability. prove them that you capable in doing things.

maybe that's gonna make a little peace of my mind. so just try it and be brave.......

My Priority list

wah ga terasa sebentar lagi gw insya Allah akan lulus dari kampus tercinta. duh sidang minggu depan, dirumah di omelin mulu ama nyokap. makin pusing ajah nih.

berhubung waktu makin dekat maka gw memutuskan untuk membuat priority list, tentang apa saja yang akan gw lakukan selama gw kuliah semester yang terakhir ini:

1. belajar kembali ttg basic electronic, try to make some project.
2. learning deeper about linux.
3. membetulkan nilai ku yang rusak.
   
4. search for more friend.
5. mencari hal yang baru.
6. fix my attitude.
7. open-up my self

gw harap dengan priority list diatas gw bisa meningkatkan kompetensi gw, memperbaiki sifat introvert gw. and the last but not at least i hope i can work in japan through fullcast, waiting for another one year. meanwhile i waiting, i hope i can get a temp job.

that's all my new year resolution, my hope and my dream

keep working hard dude.