05 Juli 2010

My dream

What's my dream......?????

What you've achieve......????

and at what age you will achieve your dream.......???

somehow it snagging around m minds, i wonder what's my dream, somehow i felt i have lost everything.... and i don't what's to dream.

i want to be a IT specialist or pre-sales staff...... but somehow it feels out of reach.

in a sudden all my worlds fill with pessimistic point of view, suddenly it feels like that none that supporting me.

now what can i do or what should i do, i felt like I've lost everything. i need to restarted myself. need to get more point of view, need to thinking all the things that I've done. is it worth-ed to continue this kind of job, and what i can improve. I really need to improve myself, i can't just sitting around without doing nothing, damn i really hated this. i really need find something that i like. i cannot be a person without goal to achieve, i am is what i am. don't need to care about the other people taught, just do it and achieve your dream.